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June 29th, 2005 @ 7:21PM

Listen to my truest soul, my truest thoughts, my truest feelings, but hey! This is how life rolls. How many scars can I take? How many fights I came to make? Getting cuts from knives, for god’s sake, the devil inside me growing, for every time I get mad at cha, it’s like your waiting for it to wake. My uncle told me to never get mad, I wish I could, it was all good until he had to go and everything went bad, losing your love ones to the glock, you can’t stop it from happening, but turn away and be sad, what can I do without my uncle? I think I’ll never be glad, so what if I’m mad. I listen to musik everyday, they say you can make love to it, you don’t gotta do it, I just love musik the Unconditional way. Y’all holla at me like you know me, saying (Ay yo! Sup LiL Jai!) Do you know me? Do what you gotta do just to say it, but don’t come at me like you don’t know and just spray it. Wish I could sing this to ya everyday and every special nite, it hurts every time I fight, but it is okay, cuz everything will be *alrite*, I fight good without no glove, that’s not it, maybe I do better with this so called *Unconditional Love*. (Mr. Frozen is gonna show you people what your eyes can’t see, because I’m a hardcore banger so don’t bother me, when its my time to go, my body is weak, after death its gonna reek, this will be the last time you will ever kiss my cheek!) I’ma gonna take it all the way insider, my style is a rider, who became a hardcore street fighter, people I don’t know been bugging me, bcuz I’m Thugging G, I wanna be up in da sky, be free all the time, don’t ask me why (Just stay High!). My homie is getting out of skool, just to go to juvie and than see a whole another movie, but like I said, it ain’t dope! Unless you were hangin’ around with your homies everyday, if they ain’t dead you don’t gotta go to the crossroads instead you meet at the highway, just stay out of my way, if you got things to say, over my grave after death, hurry up than bcuz this isn’t the moment to pray, makin’ me hearin’ thiz, iz turnin’ my hair gray, so rest in peace Lil Jai, you got a heavenly place to stay. Dayz go bye, we use to be kidz fightin’ for our pride, and we never lie over a stupid cut, so we reply, “we don’t gotta cry”, it ain’t our time to die, we still got like what, months and years to go, we gotta keep the flow, you don’t gotta buy a ticket and see one more free show, I’m still a thug, and im loving it, with this so called *Unconditional Love*. (Mr. Frozen is gonna show you people what your eyes can’t see, because I’m a hardcore banger so don’t bother me, when its my time to go, my body is weak, after death its gonna reek, this will be the last time you will ever kiss my cheek!)
-=FROZEN=-

March 21st, 2005 @ 3:58PM

(Keepin me down-Keepin me down, Ooooh whooo hoo, Keepin me down-Keepin me down, Ooooh whooo hoo, Why are you keepin me down?) Repeat x4

Eh! Wha- cha! Pretenders listen up... You, me and this so-called battle, No! Never been down because of you but my world been rattle, the crazies and the silly lillys’ been holding back this good man for too long, now it's time for me to put up and stay strong, I been doing this since I was born Varrio, you telling me a lot of this and that saying I ain't not a thing, man you just gotta be crazy enough to put yourself through a lot of sorrow, don't care wha cha do, but just save me some time and just slit your wrist before you kill yourself, cuz you just wasting mine, I can do just fine without no one, so I'm not gonna take it and run, I'm just gonna do it to ya like this since murder is fun, It's Barrio Jr. ya'll don't want wanna mess, been here and there just gimme your best test, so I can get through it since I love it when put these ones to rest, forget bout my click, all they wanna do to them silly lillys’ is to shove a stick, besides I don't want to have a lot of friends being an actor, I don't even know who to trust no more when I'm getting into a lot of fights and thats a factor, even though they like to spread rumors bout me, just so they can bring me down like a sad clown on the inside, Whoa! Better wha-cha! 'Cuz this ain't another Krazie so best use the strategy eh, heh! Those who know don't talk and those who talk don't know, It's my life and I do wha I wanna do, you don't see me holdin’ a gusto to ya face, when I'm tryna set my own pace and handlin my own grace, I got a list I'm suppose to take care of, but why do that when I'm the one their scare of, so I did ya a favored and tear it up, eh don't get it twiztid on me thinkin I'm nothing but a wanna be, if I was one then why do I like fightin and came out to be a hard G, what do you expect? Play around with all them silly lillys’, party like it ain't gonna be 2morrow, oH! That ain't me, eh remember I’ma Blazn, get down on both knees and bow down cuz I'm already a vet, they say real G’s don’t dance they boogey, the rest get back before you get deck, or take me on if ya wanna get wreck like chop suey. I'ma Barrio Junior, that is born a Barrio from birth, it wasn't my choice, pretty soon I'll be senior, so no more calling me Jr., alright I'm done, I wade it all out there, I think it's enough, things are getting rough, can't even tell if I still got it tough, it don't matter, as long as I got a unstoppable wrath, my bad I can't stop and chat, cuz I got the Last Laugh…

(Keepin me down-Keepin me down, Ooooh whooo hoo, Keepin me down-Keepin me down, Ooooh whooo hoo, Why are you keepin me down?) Repeat x4
-=Frozen Cold Blooded Heart (Can't Keep A Good Man Down) - Keepin' Me Down=-


You look so good standing there, And I can't help but stare, You get me dancing in the rain like Fred Astair Homeboys wanna talk that sh!t but I don't care, I just wanna run my fingers through your hair, Hold your hand and hope you feel the vibe too, You're beautiful mija I think I like you, I'd like to invite you, To hit the town if you'd like to, I bet you light up the night too, There's something about you, That tells me not to leave without you, And so I'm not about to, I'm glad that I found you, You affect everyone around you in a good way, Every day's a good day, You have the smile that drives me wild, You carry yourself with classis style, The kind of girl that I've been searchin' for, But I don't think I need to search no more, You're such a score. We could be in the desert lost without a place to go, But we would be soaring (showing) love that we didn't even know, Who needs a T.V. and who needs a radio, I don't need nothing just me and my babydoll, You need anything at all give me a call, No matter how big, no matter how small, The problem may be, Doesn't matter call me a call baby, I'd like to speak with you, I'd like to spend a week with you, To get to know each other, To find out if we fulfill each other, You for me, me for you, us for one another, And I can't see it any other way, I imagine us on a Sunday summer day, With the top down your hair blowing in the wind, You look so good and I feel good within, And I think I owe it all to you, There's nothing my babydoll can't do, I PHACKin' love you....I wish you could read in my eyes, So you can see my soul and know that I'm the guy, That never wants to make you cry, You would be my life, Kiss you goodnight, Wouldn't wanna go to sleep because I'll miss you at night, And that's why I keep you in my dreams, Until I figure out whatever it means, I've got to find the nerve to let you know, And once I have you I won't let you go. No matter what I gotta do, I’ma give my love to you I’ma show you that I need you, Let me show you that care, No matter what I gotta say, I’ma make sure that you stay, In my life forever more, Babygirl you're the one I've been looking for.

 

 

 

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